WHEN DO YOU KNO 2

EVER SINCE MY LAST POST I BEOKE UP WITH MY GF OF 6 YRS. I ADMITTED TO NOT BEING HAPPY ANYMORE NOT FEELING A SPARK OR FEELING A CONNECTION WITH THE GIRL I ONCE SAW BECOME A WOMAN AND FELL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH. EVER SINCE OUR BREAK UP I LET HER KEEP OUR HIGH RISE CONDO AND I PAID THE LAST 4 MONTHS OF OUR LEASE. SHE CRIED LIKE I NEVER SEEN HER CRY BEFORE. IT HURT ME BUT I COULDNT FEEL VULNERABLE TOWARDS HER ANYMORE JUST BECUASE SHE WAS GOING THROUGH TREATMEANR FOR CYSTS IN HER B****** AND OVARIES. I MOVED PUT AND RENTED MY OWN HIGH RISE APARTMENT THINGS HAVE BEEN WORKING OUT FOR ME. WE STILL COMMUNICATE 75% GO OVER TO HER APARTMENT SHE COMES OVER WE TALK AND I FEEL I UNDERSTAND HER MORE BEING AWAY FROM HER HAS LED ME TO THINK IVE MADE THE BEST DECISION OF MY LIFETIME WETHER OR NOT WE GET BACK TOGETHER IN A FEW WEEKS I OFICIALLY WALK DOWN THE STAGE AND RECIEVE MY CLASS RING. MY CURRENT COMPANY GAVE ME A RAISE AND A PROFESSIONAL PROMOTION OF A LIFETIME. I WORK FROM HOME NOW AND STILL HABE TIME FOR MYSELF LIKE WORKING OUT READING BOOKS STUDYING AND I RECENTLY PICKED UP A NEW HOBBY LEARNING RUSSIAN! IVE NEVER FELT SO FREE WITH NO LEVERAGE HOLDING ME DOWN . MY POST WAS NOT ONLY TO SHARE MY EXPERIENCE AND RELIEVE FEEDBACK BUT TO ALSO NEVER FEEL ENTITLED TO ONE PERSON OVER YOUR HAPPINESS AND WHAT YOUR GOALS ARE. MY GOAL WAS ALWAYS PURE AMBITION MEANWHILE MY EX GF WANTED KIDS AND A HOME FOLLOW “TYPICAL “ GENERATIONS. THAT WAS NEVER MY INTENT BUT EVENTUALLY OUR DIFFERENCES SET US APART. WHO KNOWS MAYBE ONE DAY WE WILL COME TO FIND OUR GENUINE LOVE AGAIN AT LEAST THATS WHAT SHE REMINDS ME....

No Comments Yet

Account Login
Signup
Is this post inapropriate?
Is this comment inapropriate?
Delete this post?