I'm Turning Cold
It is true that they say; "The people that care the least used to care too much."
I'm a 19 year old who is starved of positive reinforcement from my parents, and went to a s***** therapist that should have her license taken away. I go to a new therapist that helps me a lot. I compensate for the positive environment that I don't have by giving positivity to others. I have every materialistic thing that I want, but those things are all I have.
The girl that was/is the love of my life is a j***. So many people told me that it's her and not me (mostly girls.) I used to be very politically active and wanted "equality for all." But now I've acquired ideals that my race is above the others in a not personal way.
People like me are distended to fail, but I'll try my best to change that. Do research about "positive psychology," it will change your life.
Emily, you were perfect for me, but it wasn't meant to be. It's your loss, I've watched hours of YouTube videos about psychology and dating to learn how to be the best boyfriend. Deep down I'm a gentle soul that wanted you and only wanted love in return. I would have given you everything.