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Delusional and afraid
As long as I can remember my brain has been a complete mess and I always thought that was normal. Opening up to people a little more I realized how ** up I am and how much I need help. I have a therapist but I am scared to mention any of this but my boyfriend says I need to bring it up immediately because of how many hallucinations I've been having. All my life I've gotten very bad hallucinations of shadow people and people talking to me and I always blew it off because no one thought of it much. I have convinced myself into so many delusions that I don't know what is real anymore. I forget what year it is constantly, I run out of the bathroom when I turn off the light because if I don't the woman in the shower will clothesline me, I avoid the backyard because of the voices coming from the forest, I avoid dark windows and reflective surfaces at night because faces would taunt me, and this isn't even half of them. I have to get this off my chest because I know I'm not crazy I'm just scared.
It actually sounds like you might actually be getting glimpses of the departed, maybe even in another dimension.. There's a lady in Long Island, NY that is a Mediam, has a tv show about it, and you and your therapist might give her a call and discuss what you're going through to Theresa Caputo, the Long Island Mediam...She may have some useful words for you.
What's the diagnosis of your condition?
I haven't told my therapist about these delusions but currently I know I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder if that helps at all (Probably not I haven't been able to see my therapist for a few weeks now)
Shadow people are real