Life is hard
Its been a long time since I have had money. I got a rather large check in the mail, but because I don't have money (not enough account activity) my bank refuses to deposit the money.
So basically I received a piece of paper in the mail that got my hopes up, and now I am considering suicide. Life is bullshit honestly. And its not just the money things, its all things in life. It has been too hard for too long and I am tired.