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I want nothing more than death.
Everything has been going downhill. it has always been going downhill. my grandmother recently got cancer and my grades are all terrible. i cant do this ** ** anymore. i cant even tell my friends what im thinking of doing to myself (like dying, dont get your ** twisted) because then they'll get upset at me. i hate this. there is nobody i can go to, and i feel like **.
if there is a god out there, i want them to kill me quickly.
Josvandewoestyne@hotmail.com
I have those thoughts, and get into the moods where everything's terrible, and I have to tell you that all things come to pass, nothing bad is permanent. There's time yet for things to improve and time to spend with your loved ones before they pass. Do what makes you happy, and what makes you feel fulfilled so that you can handle your grief in the future knowing you lived this time to the fullest, and that you did what you needed when you needed.