I want nothing more than death.
Everything has been going downhill. it has always been going downhill. my grandmother recently got cancer and my grades are all terrible. i cant do this f****** s*** anymore. i cant even tell my friends what im thinking of doing to myself (like dying, dont get your s*** twisted) because then they'll get upset at me. i hate this. there is nobody i can go to, and i feel like s***.
if there is a god out there, i want them to kill me quickly.