I Fantasize about my brother in law
I’m a gay male (31) that’s married to an amazing husband. He’s my best friend and we have been together for years.
I hate myself for this but I fantasize about his younger straight brother (21). I know it’s beyond f***** up that I do but I can’t help it. I dream about blowing him almost every day and would give anything to not feel this way. (I’ve never acted on it or tried anything with him)
I’m a piece of s*** but wanted to get this off my chest in hopes that I will somehow get over it. If anyone else is in this situation I would love to hear how you deal with it, but otherwise I know I’m a piece of crap and just need to stop.