Sister in law.
Me and my sister in law used to have a great relationship, but it all fell apart when she told us she was pregnant a few months after our baby boy passed away.
I have to admit. There is a bit of jealousy. She has 4 kids, doesn't have to work, owns a home outside of the city. Has 3 vehicles, she's doing well. She's the baby of the family so of course she spoilt. Her parents take all 4 of her kids for full weekend and weeks at a time (I don't even remember the last time our oldest had a sleepover with the grandparents.)
She just rubs me the wrong way. Her boyfriend/babydaddy is an alcoholic idiot and she doesn't help anything when it comes to that because she ALWAYS has a beer in her hand as well. She could be in the city visiting her parents at 1030 in the morning and she'd be drinking.
She never used to be like that. We used to hangout, I'd drive out to her house and we'd just talk and do whatever. But after we lost our son I just couldn't bring myself to be around her and her kids. She's had no issue conceiving children and when we lost our son it was very difficult for us to conceive again.
I just..I don't know. I wish things were different. I wish I didn't have this out in my stomach everytime I hear her name or see her.