Still love her.

This happened in college. I was an a****** to my first serious girlfriend. She lost her virginity to me and we had s** as often as possible.Sometimes she would start a fight because she LOVED make-up s**.

After a couple of years together, I dumped her out of the blue for another girl who turned out to be a cheating, emotionally abusing b****. After I got over the b****, I realized I still loved my first GF, but she had moved on and would not talk to me (not that I blame her), which was awkward because we had several classes together and worked at the same place after classes.

She eventually married a good guy, while I went crazy, f****** anyone who would let me. I didn't feel that much for the women, but I wanted to have s** with them.

I found out years later that GF #1 had cancer and had died at a young age. I felt horrible; I'd never gotten around to telling her how sorry I was for the way I treated her, and now I never will.

I've been married for a good long while now, and while my wife is a lovely person and I care for her, I'm still in love with my old GF. I just wish I could talk to her.

Jun 21

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  • I feel bad about how I treated my first girlfriend. I took her virginity and f***** her every chance I got for two months and then I dumped her. Later when she had other boyfriends I would tell them that she wasn't a virgin and I was the one that had s** with her first. Some of them dumped her when they found out that she wasn't a virgin.

  • Sorry for your lost. It's ashame that you've never gotten a chance to really express yourself, but it's best to look at this as a lesson. I hope your current wife fulfills your anticipation about honing a serious relationship, as much as the first person you were with.

    Never play with others emotions, especially in relationships. It'll bite back hard. I hope you now see that.

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