Spanking needs

I like to be spanked and can't seem to find people to spank me. I feel I need to be spanked at least 3 to 4 times a week to erase my guilts and to cleanse my soul so to speak. Would love to find people in my county or even my town to keep my backside properly spanked.
I would even like to find groups who practice spanking on a regular basis.
Even though I experience so much pain through the practice of getting spanked I still can't keep myself from wanting it