I want P so badly. He is such a loser
I want P so badly. He is such a loser though. Drinks to much, can't hold a job, not that good of a dad and has a girlfriend. But when he kisses me, my whole body gets weak and I can't breathe. All I can think about is when we can be alone together again. I just don't want my husband to find out. Haven't done more then kissing. I am too scared and guilty too. But it would be so easy to just let it happen. Sad thing is that the other people think it is SOO funny that we are such good friends because we would NEVER be attracked to each other so there is no need to worry about it. Kissed me tonight while J was upstairs with his dad! I actually moaned out loud. They didn't hear. P makes me feel beautiful and sexy and all the things J doesn't anymore. Good thing he is coming over before work tomorrow.