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My Husband is Feeding Me To Death
My husband is feeding me to death. He is what is known as a "Death Feedist". He gets off on the idea of feeding a woman until they get so obese that they die. We have been married 9 years and I've grown enormous in that time. He never stops pushing food at me because he knows how weak willed I am and that I cannot resist food or control my appetite. It's become a living ** because he is so insistent and diabolical in his constant urging me to eat. He has even said that he wants to funnel feed me weight gain milkshakes but so far I have been able mske enough excuses to avoid having to do it... I have been plump, even since childhood and that's always been okay because it was never out of control like it is now. My parents and I worked pretty hard at not letting my weight get out of hand. But since I got married things have been quite different. It started while I got engaged to my husband. I'm 5 foot 5 inches tall and I weighed about 170 pounds at that time He would take me to these all you can eat buffets at least twice a week and encourage me to eat until I was so full that I could barely breathe. With the stress of planing a wedding I would just eat unconsciously as he encouraged me to eat more and more. Consequently my weight started to surge up and up. By the time our wedding day came I was over 250lbs. With my two pregnancies I gain almost 100 pounds with each one. He just kept feeding me even though my OBGYN warned us constantly that I was gaining too much weight. My husband convinced my that the Dr. was just being over cautious and that my ballooning weight was perfectly normal for some pregnancies. I should have paid better attenton to everyone who said otherwise including my family who were agast at the physical changes I was going through. As time went on my husband became more and more forceful with his insistence on shoving food at me. After the kids were born his feederism intensified and he is now obsessed with my weight gain. I got on the scale the other day and I almost fainted when I saw the number... It was 684lbs. My husband just laughed his evil laugh and said; "Good, 700 pounds is just around the corner. I have a big breakfast waiting for you and the kids so waddle your morbidly obese ** to the kitchen table, pronto" and yes, he is also overfeeding our two daughters, ages 7 and 5 and they have developed huge appetites and are both getting terribly fat. I feel awful for them and myself and I do not know what to do. I'm always out of breath and I sometimes need oxygen. I sweat profusely and I can't even walk more than 12 or 15 steps without my knees and back screaming in protest. Most days I think I'm going to die because it is just so laborious to breathe and move. I just sit here on this broken down sofa, inbetween stuffings, like big puffed up toad gasping and waiting to explode. I haven't showered on my own in 3 years. My husband washes me with a bucket of soapy water and the garden hose on our back deck in full view of the neighbors because I cannot fit in our bathtub or shower. The neighbors all come out to stare and laugh, it's unbelievably embarrassing and although I keep a brave face, I want to break down and cry... I rarely wear anything other than a huge nightgown that is little more than a rag at this point. I've begged him to stop and to help me lose weight but he is adamant about me gaining as much weight as possible. He's killing me with food and doesn't care as long as he can **-off to my grotesquely bloated body. Thats the only upside to this is that our ** life is intensely amazing. But I now realize that I'm married to a monster. I've reached out to my parents and sister for help but they both have refused to help me, citing the fact that they warned me about my husband being a feeder/psycho in the beginning of our relationship. Unfortunately I didn't listen because I thought I was in love and that my husband was just trying to make me happy. I even cut ties with my family for years over it but now I know they were right and I need their help. But apparently their anger at my ignoring them is stronger than their concern for me. My mom even said that I'm getting what I deserve and she will see me at my funeral and hopefully there will be a casket big enough to fit me in. I never thought I would end up so isloated and cut off like this way. I guess I'm now going to have to pay for my pigheaded selfishness and reckless gluttony. Pray for me.
I've been supersized as well, but I didn't really like it to start with being conscience of my weight. Then one day I just accepted it & then started to enjoy it, then absolutely loved it. I love that I'm waited on hand & foot, spoiled, pampered, I don't have to do a thing, he keeps the house immaculate & I watch him as I eat & eat & eat. I'm currently 803lbs, can still get around, although very slowly & happy to get even bigger. But this life isn't for everyone & if the op isn't happy she needs to do something about it.
If you’re currently 803 pounds, and getting fatter, are your daughters getting fatter as well? I would love to chat with you about it, because I think fat girls are super cute 🥰🥰 Being pampered and spoiled sounds like a life I’d love to give a daughter ❤️
*over 700 pounds, not 803 pounds
I assume you are replying to me. I'm the over 700lb feedee with chubby daughters who responded previously. I am open to chat with you but just to be up front, both my daughters are minors and any kind of adult sexual talk is not going to happen in regard to them. I applaud the fact that you think fat girls are cute but I don't ** out my girls so that strangers can fap to a sexual fantasy. That's just far too creepy and horrifying for words. I know some people would do it but not me. That's just incredibly bad parenting.
That's exactly right. You are obviously happy being very fat as am I but the OP is obviously not... At least not in her present emotional and mental state. It also seems that she thinks her situation is hopeless and depression is ruling her outlook and decision making. But nothing is ever truely hopeless. She has to find the good in her situation and build on that. She has to learn to love herself before she can fix what's wrong in her life. Unfortunately she will not find the tools to fix her ** here. I do wish her luck in her journey through.
Where can I find a woman like you? Every fat chick I try to date hates the fact that they are fat and they are constantly trying to lose weight. Mention anything about feederism or gaining weight and you get treated like a leper. I know gainer girls are out there but where the ** are they? Sometimes I think they don't really exist and they're just internet trolls.
That's because they don't exist. Every single ultra obese woman is not happy or okay with being an enormous whale. They try to cover it in a vain attempt at trying to live s normal life. They lie to themselves and others about being happy and all to often they latch onto the HAES ** that is nothing more than the denial of the truth. Let's face facts, morbid obesity is a death sentence for 80% of those afflicted with it. It's roots are more often than not developed in trauma, mental illness, gluttony, laziness, ignorance, and irresponsible behavior. Being hundreds upon hundreds of pounds beyond what is considered normal and healthy is just plain insanity.
We do too exist. Your fatophobia is ridiculous. Yes, many women are still hung up on a standard of beauty that has been ingrained and brainwashed into society by the diet and healthcare industries that doesn't really reflect a woman's needs or desires. It's all about the money and not really anout people's wellbeing. That is why so many women hate their bodies and there are epidemic levels of eating disorders in all ages and demographics. There is absolutely not wrong with being fat or obese or whatever you want to call it, as long as you eat a balanced diet and remain active.
Try online dating for BBWs and SSBBWs or try hooking up with a woman through "FEABIE" or "Fantasy Feeder". You will probably have to sort through a lot of fake profiles and scamers but women like me who like to be fat and get bigger are out there.