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My Husband is Feeding Me To Death

My husband is feeding me to death. He is what is known as a "Death Feedist". He gets off on the idea of feeding a woman until they get so obese that they die. We have been married 9 years and I've grown enormous in that time. He never stops pushing food at me because he knows how weak willed I am and that I cannot resist food or control my appetite. It's become a living ** because he is so insistent and diabolical in his constant urging me to eat. He has even said that he wants to funnel feed me weight gain milkshakes but so far I have been able mske enough excuses to avoid having to do it... I have been plump, even since childhood and that's always been okay because it was never out of control like it is now. My parents and I worked pretty hard at not letting my weight get out of hand. But since I got married things have been quite different. It started while I got engaged to my husband. I'm 5 foot 5 inches tall and I weighed about 170 pounds at that time He would take me to these all you can eat buffets at least twice a week and encourage me to eat until I was so full that I could barely breathe. With the stress of planing a wedding I would just eat unconsciously as he encouraged me to eat more and more. Consequently my weight started to surge up and up. By the time our wedding day came I was over 250lbs. With my two pregnancies I gain almost 100 pounds with each one. He just kept feeding me even though my OBGYN warned us constantly that I was gaining too much weight. My husband convinced my that the Dr. was just being over cautious and that my ballooning weight was perfectly normal for some pregnancies. I should have paid better attenton to everyone who said otherwise including my family who were agast at the physical changes I was going through. As time went on my husband became more and more forceful with his insistence on shoving food at me. After the kids were born his feederism intensified and he is now obsessed with my weight gain. I got on the scale the other day and I almost fainted when I saw the number... It was 684lbs. My husband just laughed his evil laugh and said; "Good, 700 pounds is just around the corner. I have a big breakfast waiting for you and the kids so waddle your morbidly obese ** to the kitchen table, pronto" and yes, he is also overfeeding our two daughters, ages 7 and 5 and they have developed huge appetites and are both getting terribly fat. I feel awful for them and myself and I do not know what to do. I'm always out of breath and I sometimes need oxygen. I sweat profusely and I can't even walk more than 12 or 15 steps without my knees and back screaming in protest. Most days I think I'm going to die because it is just so laborious to breathe and move. I just sit here on this broken down sofa, inbetween stuffings, like big puffed up toad gasping and waiting to explode. I haven't showered on my own in 3 years. My husband washes me with a bucket of soapy water and the garden hose on our back deck in full view of the neighbors because I cannot fit in our bathtub or shower. The neighbors all come out to stare and laugh, it's unbelievably embarrassing and although I keep a brave face, I want to break down and cry... I rarely wear anything other than a huge nightgown that is little more than a rag at this point. I've begged him to stop and to help me lose weight but he is adamant about me gaining as much weight as possible. He's killing me with food and doesn't care as long as he can **-off to my grotesquely bloated body. Thats the only upside to this is that our ** life is intensely amazing. But I now realize that I'm married to a monster. I've reached out to my parents and sister for help but they both have refused to help me, citing the fact that they warned me about my husband being a feeder/psycho in the beginning of our relationship. Unfortunately I didn't listen because I thought I was in love and that my husband was just trying to make me happy. I even cut ties with my family for years over it but now I know they were right and I need their help. But apparently their anger at my ignoring them is stronger than their concern for me. My mom even said that I'm getting what I deserve and she will see me at my funeral and hopefully there will be a casket big enough to fit me in. I never thought I would end up so isloated and cut off like this way. I guess I'm now going to have to pay for my pigheaded selfishness and reckless gluttony. Pray for me.

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    • Stop crying, you big fat slob. You're going to die a fat pig and you did it to yourself.. How bad does it have to get before you just say "no" and stop eating?

    • How have you been? has your health been ok? I imagine you are still eating huge amounts. has your husband been behaving still? What is your weight these days?
      I've been struggling with nausea after stuffing but my feeder won't give me pesto he likes to see me suffer.

    • Thank you for asking. My husband has been behaving reasonably. I'm still eating like a pig and he's feeding me large quantities of food. I don't think that will stop soon unless I die. I'm feeling better but not great. I'm still sweating profusely and I'm constantly out of breath. I gasp and grunt when I have to get up and move. My belly and apron are so heavy that I have to lean backwards to carry it as it bumps against my enormous thighs. Last week I weighed 789.4 Lbs. I'm probably going to be over 800 before the end of the summer. I'm sorry to hear that your feeder makes you suffer. Why are they so mean? Why can't they just love us as much as they like to feed us. Why can't they just make us comfortable and enjoy our size instead of treating us like less than human?

    • Sadistic I guess. I'm sorry you are suffering. I am too. Got fed a huge chocolate cake and I am honestly struggling to hold it down. He wanted to feed me a shake after but I managed to convince him to wait. ugh

    • Sorry you are going through that. It's horrible when they won't even let you rest between mouthfuls. But I think it's kind of what we deserve for putting our selves in a situation like this. Unfortunately we get what we ask for. I'm so big and bloated that I will never have a chance at a normal life ever again. In fact, most days, I expect to just expire at any moment.

    • Oh honey you can't think like that. It is simply not true. Yes we probably would have been anyway and yes we willingly chose to go with it for a long time, when we did say stop they didn't. I noticed today for the first time my lower belly had officially started to cross my knees. 🥵

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    • We're not all sadistic. My wife is even heavier than you, but I don't force her to eat at all, I do however enable her. She actually loves the size she is & loves to eat, infact she is more in control of the situation than I am. I love her, care for her, look after her ever need. Never embarrass her, treat her like an object. You both have feeders that don't respect you & only are interested in how fat they can make you. I do know of other husbands like myself that have enormously fat wives, but don't treat them at like your husbands.

    • How do I find a man like you? Your wife is one lucky woman.

    • Keep telling yourself that. I guess that's how you can live with your deviant desires. Your wife is a dumb greedy pig and you are a sick sob for enabling / encouraging her deadly gluttony. They will be stuffing her into an oversized casket soon and you will probably get a woody just thinking about it.

    • Heavier than me and happy to be that way???? Are you certain of that? I hope it's true for her sake. How many other husband's do you know that have "enormously fat wives" and like it? I don't know any other than my husband. It's my experience that most men are repulsed by women who are very fat. In fact one couple we know is going through a divorce with the husband citing that he is no longer attracted to his wife of 10 plus years because she has gained weight. She has probably gained about 30 pounds at most since they were married and weighs about 170 give or take. To me that's not even fat. Other friends of my husband's are always giving my him ** about being married to a "whale" (me). They want to know what's wrong with him. I think that men who like woman my size are very rare and probably have some kind of emotional baggage or mental illness that causes their abnormal attraction to obese women.

    • How big of a porker are you now? How much weight have you gained this month?

    • Hey now, be nice to her.

    • Why? She's a Hungry, Hungry, Hippo. A big fat pig. A Jabba the Hut look alike. She obviously has no respect for herself so why should I? No fat slob should be treated nicely. Maybe then they will lose weight.

    • Does treating me badly and calling me names make you feel good?

    • Yes it does, you fat hog. Has your fatty loving husband hung a blue ribbon around your bloat fat neck yet?

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    • You go to **.

    • We met in college. We were both seniors at the time and he transferred in from another school. We were introduced through a classmate and we hit it off right away. Unfortunately I should have known what was in store for me because he started feeding me almost immediately and complementing me when I started putting on weight. At first I tried to lose weight but he kept subtly sabotaging my efforts. He made me feel like the most desirable woman on the planet as I gained more and more weight. At that point I naively figured WTF, let it happen. He loves me fat. How can that be bad? It was quite liberating after being raised in an environment where I was made to feel unworthy and ashamed because of my weight. I hope you find that special women who will fulfill your dreams. Real feedees are hard to come by but I think things might be loosing up a bit in society. Being fat is losing some of it's social stigma because of the body positively movement. If what I am seeing from my children's generation is correct, then I expected it to get even better in the future. After all fat people are just people and they deserve to be loved, respected and to be able to have their needs and desires met safely and without ridicule.

    • I am glad to hear that you are doing well. I hope that one day I can find a woman like you and we can both gain a ton of weight together. Or, maybe have it be the opposite of your situation, where my future wife-to-be can feed and fatten me up to a similar size as you have achieved.

    • Out of curiosity, how did you and your husband meet?

    • See my response above. I must have hit the wrong button.

    • How fat are you now? You're going to die soon. I hope you know that.

    • No one gets out of here alive. Everyone dies of something.

    • Have you ever considered modeling your stuffing and weight gain? If you are stuck to swell and bloat with food and fat for him regardless, may as well make some money while you're at it

    • We have thought about and discussed it. My husband has been pressuring me for awhile now to start a website and show off my body and record my weight gain. I'm very reluctant to do that as I'm not crazy about sharing my image on the net so that people can make fun of me. The truth is no matter how hard you try to keep your image private some cretin will find away to pirate the image or video for their own personal jollies or as a means to make fun of fat women. The neighbors already take pics of me when I go out or when Im in a bathing suite in our back yard. God knows what they do with them. I actually saw the next door neighbor and his wife spying on me with a telescope. I gave them the ** and mooned them and they quicky packed up their stuff and went inside. Hopefully I made them go blind with my huge dimpled cellulite covered ** cheeks...😆 Plus I really don't want my kids finding out or remembering me as an internet fetish model. Their peers can be cruel enough without that hanging over their heads.

    • Boy are you a big fat one. Probably one of the biggest out there. I like that.😃 How do I find a girlfriend like you? My dream is to have a girlfriend / wife that's so fat that I can fool around on her with another fatty and she won't be able to do anything about it. I want her to just be content as long as I'm stuffing her full of food. I may even bring the other fatty home so we could have a **. But anyway, how do I go about finding a girl like you and making her fat as possible. All the fatties I know hate their bodies and want to lose weight. The minute you tell them that you like them fat they get all weird and look for ways to drop you like a hot potato.

    • "A girl like me"??? I have no clue where to find one. They don't grow us in a patch somewhere and sell us at a fat store. We are wherever you find us. We are either born this way or we are victims of environmental or emotional circumstance. I'm sort of a mix of both. A perfect storm of obese genetics and external stimuli. I also understand that most heavy girls don't really like being heavy and would eagerly change their weight if they could. Unfortunately it's very hard and it takes a lot of discipline and the weight-loss failure rate is very high. This leads to frustration and self-loathing on the part of fat women which I know is a ** killer for FAs like you. Its completely understandable and I have sympathy for you but at the same time, I have no sympathy for your attitude concerning cheating on a housebound girl. Either be faithful or stay away from the super-sized girls. They have it rough enough without being subjected to the heartbreak of your selfish player **.

    • Do you really think that big fat chicks, who let themselves go so badly that they become too obese to move, deserve NOT to be cheated on? Letting yourself become morbidly obese, ugly and disgusting is probably one of the main reasons why husbands and boyfriends cheat today. You're an enormous fat blob and should be grateful for any positive male attention you can get. Fat chicks are like short guys. No one really wants one for a partner if they can help it, except those with a fetish for them.

    • Yes, I believe a husband or boyfriend should be loyal and monogamous regardless of how fat or thin their significant other gets. How much I eat or how big I let myself get should not be a qualification of being respected as a partner. Disrespecting your partner by cheating is a real low down move regardless of what they weigh or look like. If you are unhappy with your partners weight then talk to them about it and help them lose weight if they are agreeable to it and not using it to be a dog. For all his faults, my husband loves me fat and wants me fatter. He is loyal to me because he loves me and we give each other what we need. There is no need for him to go elsewhere looking for another piece of tail.

    • So how's it going? Still eating until you nearly explode. I see you fell for that troll bait on the naughty sight, not once but twice. You really are kind of gullible. No wonder you let your husband turn you into a blob girl.

    • Yes, I'm still eating until I nearly explode. I don't have much of a choice at this point. I'm sorry if I disappointed you with my posts on that other site. If the confessions were false then shame on me but if they weren't, I merely want to offer advice based on my experience. I know how frightening and lonely it can be being trapped in a seemingly hopeless circle of gorging, extreme weight gain, and emotional abuse. Unfortunately I can be far too giving of a person and I sometimes try to help without thinking it through. Sorry if you think I'm gullible or stupid but I give zero F uks what you think.

    • How have you been feeling lately? Has the husband been letting you eat on your own? How much of your day are you too full to move? Do you like that overstuffed bursting feeling?

    • I'm doing okay, I guess. I'm eating on my own most of the time but my husband is still encouraging me. He's not forcing food on me like before but he knows I can't resist when he makes my favorite foods and he does so constantly. I spend most of my day eating because once I start in the morning I can't stop until I go to bed and even then I wake up most nights ravenous and I need to be fed. I'm completely out of control and at this point there is really no sense in trying to stop and to be honest, I don't really want to. I suppose I've gotten used to being a huge overstuffed pig and the feeling of being on the verge of exploding just comes with the territory. Judging by the way I'm gaining I will probably hit 800lbs by mid summer. We had friends over for dinner the other week and they haven't seen me in quite some time and I could tell by looks on their faces that they were shocked and amazed at how big I've gotten and disgusted by how much food I was eating. It was kind of a thrill in an odd way. I've found that making people uncomfortable or making them feel awkward because of my size is sort of a turn on. Is that weird or what?

    • Thanks for answering! I am sorry you are feeling out of control, but I am glad to hear you getting some thrill out of horrifying people with gluttony. That is for sure exciting! It is not weird at all in my opinion haha. It would be hot af if he casually brought out a huge pitcher of weight gain shake for you to chug after a huge meal in front of people without mentioning it just to see what they say. It would also be fun perhaps to eat until you are complaining and saying that you cant eat another bite while simultaneously stuffing your face. Or even wear clothes that reveal your belly while you eat with them.

      Lots of fun ideas that I am sure your hubby will go nuts over.

      Have you ever attempted to beat your daily calorie limit?

    • I don't really count calories. I have a general idea and it's about 12 to 18 thousand calories a day, I think. It could be more, it could be less, as I said I don't really like to keep track. I just eat and whatever goes in, goes in..😆. At my size clothing options are not real great. My belly is usually always hanging or bulging out of my top. My bras are very tight and I'm always popping out of them on top or my side **.. Underwear is small bikini style that is stretched to the breaking point...😆 I usually wear leggings that barely cover my ** and come up under the lower part if my double belly. They basically just cover my huge Fupa so I'm usually always showing at least some skin like it or not. That really shocks people. I can follow their eyes which gravitate to my uncovered bits and I can read the amusement, horror, and disgust on their faces. I used to be self conscious about it and would get red faced and embarrassed, but lately I've developed an "I don't give a ** " attitude and it's actually turning me on when people stare in disgust. I know it turns my husband on because whenever it happens we have amazing **. I know most people, especially women are grossed out when they see me stuffing my fat face with my double chins wobbling as I greedily chew my food. It makes them afraid. They're afraid that if they let themselves go they will end up just like me and just to be safe, they will now have to force themselves to work out twice as hard to avoid becoming the obesity nightmare that they fear... It's funny but it gives me a sense of empowerment knowing that I make them so uncomfortable about themselves. It might be weird but it turns me on as well. In fact, if I could reach, I would probably start rubbing myself in front of them like a big fat perv..😆

    • Do you think you’ll get too big for your clothes and end up being fully ** all the time?

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    • Your massive heart attack is just right around the corner,.... It's going to be so big that it will kill your whole family... 😆

    • That's not funny. Yes, I will die sooner than later because of my weight but at least it will be on my terms and everyone will just have to deal with it as best they can.

    • You go girl... Eat that cake, eat that cheeseburger, eat what you want, when you want, and as much as you want, just eat, eat, eat... Then go face down in a 5 gallon bucket of ice cream for dessert. Let your husband clean up the big fat bloated mess.

    • I think that's exactly what's going to happen to this big fat hog. Her husband probably has a big fat insurance policy riding on her and is probably already planning her supersized funeral complete with a custom casket and two burial plots.

    • How fat are your piglets getting? I'll bet they will surpass you when they grow up. Once you make a piglet they become pigs permanently.

    • I'll bet that they get huge as adults just like their hot mom. My daughters are sure on track to surpass their 600 plus pound mom.

    • How fat are your daughters?

    • Why do you want to know?

    • Because he wants to fap to the idea of your fat kids. Lot's of sick people come out of the woodwork in situations like this.

    • Pedo.

    • Regardless of what they end up weighing I can only hope that they are happy and well adjusted. Weight does not define a person and I'm teaching them that everyday.

    • Does it feel better to just give in? does he ever decide you havent eaten enough even when you are full?

    • He always says I haven't eaten enough but he isn't being forceful with it anymore. He encourages me to eat more and I usually do, 😅 but the stuffings have been drastically reduced and no more funnel feeding. I don't feel so bloated and breathless as much anymore. I still sweat profusely and it's getting harder and harder to move around but life is much better now. I can actually get some sleep and I don't fear mealtimes anymore but I'm always watchful of the signs where he might get aggressive again. Time will tell.

    • Regardless of whether your husband is stuffing you or just letting you eat at your own pace, it's all going to end the same. An enormously bloated corpse and a wall being removed from a house costing thousands of tax payer dollars. You should be ashamed.

    • I am ashamed of letting myself get like this but there is little I can do about it. Thanks for making me feel awful about myself. You're a **.

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