My best friend died
My oldest and most enduring friend died of Altheimers disease last year. He was the last true friend this old soon to be gone himself man had left. I wish it was me instead of him. He unlike me had a nice wife, children and grandchildren. He had a lot to live for unlike me who would be better off dead.
Time isn't kind to everybody and I'm a living example of someone whose alive but not happy at all. Better luck to anyone reading this.
Maybe his wife needs boning? You could do some good, for her, seriously.