Two weeks ago I lost my virginity to my

Two weeks ago I lost my virginity to my older sister's ex boyfriend. I was drunk and it was a mistake but I somehow still want to be with him. Which is sad because I know I can't, it would hurt my sister really bad if she knew.

He is 10 years older than me. I feel like such a s*** for letting it happen. The whole time I kept telling myself not to do it but I was too drunk. It really hurt and I was telling him it hurt but he kept going "Shhh" and putting his hand over my mouth.

Half of me hates him, the other half wants to be with him.

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  • let him f*** you in your ass to.

  • WHY THE H*** ARE YOU GUYS TELLING THIS GIRL SHE WAS RAPED??? DID SHE EVER SAY THAT SHE TOLD HIM NO???? NO, SHE DIDN'T. DID SHE SAY THAT SHE TRIED TO SCREAM OR GET AWAY? NOPE. AND SHE SAYS SHE WANTS TO BE WITH HIM, WHICH MAKES HER NOT A VICTIM, BUT A WILLING PARTICIPANT. IF SHE TELLS HERSISTE, SHE BETTER INCLUDE THAT PART.

  • tell your sister! this guy took advantage of you. she will forgive you!

  • RAPE!

  • True, Tell your sister. You were drunk, he pushed on. This needs to be openned to get healed.

  • omg no he raped you. you should tell your sister that. be like i was drunk and he came on to me i told him to stop but he told me to shut up...

  • damn.

  • that is so not allowed.

  • it was a stupid mistake, but its a blurred line between consent and rape. i suggest you forget about him and try to get on with your life. he took advantage of you, and you dont want to be with a guy like that.

  • thats rape report his ass or your a stupid b****

  • well it better have been good

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