Two weeks ago I lost my virginity to my
Two weeks ago I lost my virginity to my older sister's ex boyfriend. I was drunk and it was a mistake but I somehow still want to be with him. Which is sad because I know I can't, it would hurt my sister really bad if she knew.
He is 10 years older than me. I feel like such a s*** for letting it happen. The whole time I kept telling myself not to do it but I was too drunk. It really hurt and I was telling him it hurt but he kept going "Shhh" and putting his hand over my mouth.
Half of me hates him, the other half wants to be with him.