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I may have hurt my little brother
Omg im literally giggling as I type this out
So its been a week since my parents left for their trip and they wont be back until then. My little brother is young and im supposed to be babysitting him. I was bored so I invited over my friend, when she came over and we started drinking. We were having so much fun, laughing, dancing and just being our selves, we were both pretty drunk.
My friend says to me "aww your little brother looks so adorable!" And out of no where, I entered like autopilot mode or something because before I could even think I had scooped up my little brother in a big hug.
I don't really remember much of it because I was so drunk, except laughing a lot and a feeling of something soft against my thigh and knee, then nothing after that except more having fun. She slept over as she was too drunk to drive back home, and when we were both awake I went to go wake up my brother. She stopped me, saying 'wont he hate you after what you did last night?' after laughing. I asked her what I did and she said that I started kneeing my little brother in the ** over and over again, like non-stop. They said he was screaming, shouting, making super funny faces, and pleading for me to stop but all I was doing was holding him tight as I kept kneeing him in the nuts. And after I let go of him, he crumpled to the floor instantly before crying.
I felt this weird rush of excitement mixed with guilt after she told me this, but not enough to make me feel bad, I started laughing. She was also giggling, making fun of his cries for help.
After she went home around lunch, I went to see my little brother and apologize, it wasn't the best though as I was hungover and didn't still understand what really happened.
He told me to go away, and that his nuts hurt, and I couldn't help but laugh. I went back to the kitchen and got myself a bowl of cereal, and finally got the energy to get out of my clothes which I had been wearing since yesterday's night.
The whole scene was just so ridiculous and wrong, and I know its bad and that I should not be finding this funny at all, but at the same time, it felt super liberating hearing that I hurt my little brothers nuts, and im wondering if I should do it even more? Im also concerned about if he will tell my parents when they come back. Anyways my confession is im a evil girl and I had a bunch of fun being evil.
This is a very common occurrence & is very empowering for the sister, & a humiliating wake-up call for the unfortunate brother. I realise that the feeling of empowerment is very addictive, but please resist the temptation to repeat it unless he starts to show signs of toxic masculinity. Normally, such an experience has a permanent pacifying effect on the boy, giving him a new found respect, & actual fear, of girls which actually makes him better able to form stable relationships with them. The occasional threat to his awkward vulnerability is usually enough to keep his behaviour in check, & you will definitely enjoy watching his pathetic cowering away from those threats. I admit to being very relieved when my brother had children, after the abuse I inflicted on his poor testicles when we were kids LOL
Whether this is true or just more fetish trash - you are a sick pervert that needs help. I hope the DOJ catches up with you.