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I feel like I’m doomed to walk this world alone
I’m sad because I’m alone and my ex wife took my son. We’re going through a nasty divorce battle and custody battle. She verbally and emotionally abused me for years. She would call me names, throw things at me and get in my face to yell at me. I moved out and went to move back with my parents. Im in my 30s and would rather move out than to deal with all the emotional abuse that happened to me. I’ve been forcing myself to go on dates but these women are flakes and aren’t interested in anything serious. I’m just very depressed and I try to do things to take my mind off of the fact that I’m lonely and I’m still dealing with the trauma from the emotional abuse that I dealt with from my ex wife. My self esteem was down in the ground and I had suicidal thoughts when she would bring me down. When I was down, she would bring me down even further just because. I even asked her if she hated me? And she laughed. I’m beating myself up because I really thought that I could make it work because marriage is sacred to me, and I feel like an idiot for staying so long. People always blame the victim of domestic violence for staying but they don’t know the entire story. I’m not saying what I went through is the same as domestic violence but it feels as though I can’t talk to anyone without being judged. I feel shame and I feel embarrassed at myself. I feel like a loser.
Mar 12
Men keep their promises.
They are loyal.
Dedicate themselves to the family.
The women just take what they want and move on.
You my friend are not the first to feel the emptiness when the woman leaves and then it feels like one can never be loved again.
Good luck.