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Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
I this if I get a ** job they will be at least an e cup or bigger i like to be noticed then teeth whitened and lips and tattoos and piercings in my ears and belly may nose?
Mistress was talking to my daughter about friends I heard her ask my daughter was one of hear friends still seeing that black lad. Can’t believe my mistress talking openly like this. Mistress used to tease me in forplay talking about being knocked up up by a Blackman I have it on video. She is playing with me telling me whilst dressed In stockings suspenders and high heels. I think this has caused me to go on the path of being a white sissy into chastity and black ** myself. But not into Mistress discussing relationships with my daughters. Mistress is taking the keys to my chastity tonight and said she will do my makeup I have plenty of eyelashes. I kept a condom with ** in from a horse ** at the club and tided a not was going to bring back from the club. I might be going the smaller ** club tomorrow. Mistress is now primed and ready to be taken on a night out so going to suggest us going out she said does not want embarrassment of being seen with a ** put when we go out I can wear my shorts and knickers and bra underneath. Am
All out of condoms after being at the club and might go out and buy some with my leggings and boots and makeup. I will try it on with my neighbour. I think Mistress has access to my phone and can see my videos at the club and probably this
Shelly. i believe you are progressing into the lifestyle nicely. Mistress is comfortable with you, gives her freedom to be more open with and about her men. If you like false eye lashes get a new pair. You're going to be replacing things like that often. I still do not like false **, if you want **, they must be real, gotta make an appointment with a surgeon to get implants. If Mistress claims your neighbor is gay, definitely start displaying yourself and flirting, you will know soon enough if its true. Good advice about seeing a trans clinic. George
I have told my mistress about my interest in my neighbour she said she is not surprised and said he is gay like me she seen him having ** with another man In his house naked. Mistress said has always known I was gay and that is why she has been with other men behind my back. I told her at the club at 2 men shot there load over my face and she said I was filthy and hoped I has thrown away my false eyelashes as she wouldn’t be touching them again. I told her about going on hormones and she said I sound see my doctor and they would refer me to a trans clinic.
Shelly. Wow, you have a lot to say. The first think that caught my attemnsion is smoking and vaping. Absolutely none of that, it's a nasty habit, costs a lot of money, makes a person stink, ruins they're ** and destroys a person's health. Light drinking is OK, if you like it, wine makes your ** sweet. If you message Mistress that's OK. You do not have a BF yet so at this time I wouldn't worry about it. I'm hoping you end up with two or three steady BFs and continue looking for more. When you are ready, you will come out publicly as gay. As for clothing, dress feminine everyday, light make-up, leggings look good. Continue going to the most exciting club, you will meet a lot of men, gain lots of experience quickly, learn to ** off men properly and receive the best BJs ever. You will know when it is time to give up your **. I would not even waste my money on false **; the only time they look good is when you are dressed, you want to be naked for your men, body fully shaved, available and ready. Hopefully Mistress will stay with you as sisters. George
Mistress said I should really coming out to everybody as gay now. She said I should be messaging my boyfriend and not her now. She say she sees us more as sister now and that in time she might move on if she finds a lover I assume. Mistress took my bank card today to pay a bill and I also had to transfer money into her account for my whoring myself out. I don’t truly now what Mistress thinks off me now but said she wants the garden now doing and am lazy
I like the idea about me joining the gym a lot of the girls at the club were very slim some almost skinny. I going to start walking what should be my diat and food. I heard girls very skinny girls at the club talk about going for a cigarette and I see most hot women are at least vaping now. Iike to drink wine at night chilling am still allowed to drink and I like the idea of going outside smoking or vaping like other women or trannys. I would like my own account and upload my video and pictures so of the ** I now are on flick. I am more into the extreme ** and me eventually being whored out. I think I need to be taking it up the ** before I can really confirm being gay and am ready Mistress mona said I need a ** kit or something going to order today and my e size **. Also Mistress going to be paid today and plan was to go shopping i. Legging and trainer light makeup I am nervous about this now is this wise
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But my Mistress and you George recon am defo gay. When I’ve been around women they done seam to find me macho or flirt other men seam to have this not that I have many women friends. They just seam to natural dominate me do they sense a gay ura about me I shave my full but nobody cares nowadays. I think Mistress wants a clear definition of me being gay so she can move forward and out me she will now definitely tell her sisters and mum. I am uncomfortable her telling my daughters yet. I think the club is definitely the quickest way to being exposed to gays and **. The large one I went was was an utter meat market dark corridors with glory holes and room and them pod for you to sit with your ** in the air hundreds of ** and ** it’s mad should I go there again get in a pod and Will my ** be ok? Do I just go to the small club again where it’s more about the dressing and ** can be hit and miss. I want to discuss going on hormones with my Mistress i think she will support and have a ** job. I definitely want to take think I am going to be popular with the men and I know my large ** would go down well with men in the club. I am going to try to get attention of my neighbour wearing makeup. How do I tell him am gay he thinks am with my Mistress but we don’t sleep together. Why is Mistress cleaning my sheets and bedding now is she now ** in that room when am at the club. Do I need to go to this gay event next weekend in the city I could ask Mistress to drop me off all the trannys get together in the gay village there will be the chance to meet gay men down there some might have hotel’s. It will give me the chance to do so street walking again. A girl in the club said sucked off 39 ** I a truck stop park one night and police bust in and she nearly got arrested but managed to escape
Thank you George I have no interest in ** women now I do love my Mistress and she does not give me ** and is a lot happier I am going to the gay clubs. A the club me and another t girl had gay ** in the room blowing each other off I snd kissing I instead on condom we were in a private room t to then I asked could me go I the big large open room with giant bed in the 69 position it was amazing and I was given the best ** ever she kept sucking after I ** and I went into intense ** never experienced this before. After I ** you would think I would usually undress and go but no I done my makeup and then continued in the club looking for more ** speaking to t girls and getting advice. I then went with another man in a private room he told me he was married and his wife would Back his bags if she found out. I flashed my stockings and suspenders showed my experience patent black heels and he wanked off right into my ** face then we just talked about fishing I should have got his number and other number but it’s not that kind of place. He asked me was I on a website called fab for swinging and meets I said no As I just can’t be bothered with time wasters. When I told Mistress mono that my Mistress thought I was gay because I like dressing up and sucking ** she said I was bi.
Shelly. We need to call you Gay, not Bi. If it was up to me, you will never have ** with a woman again, never. having woman as friends is ok, you love your daughters, you love Mistress, she will not give you any **. Do not seek any women for **. Do not even try. Your goal is to become very comfortable with ** with men. Any and all ** with men. You have a lot to learn. As for your neighbor, be pleasant and friendly, expose yourself occasionally with make-up, maybe in tight leggings and a blouse, flirt when you can. Wear make-up and feminine clothing whenever possible. Visit the clubs as often as possible, start making dates with men, maybe dinner and a bed. The clubs seem to me as the fastest place to learn what it takes to please and be pleased. Make an appointment with a doctor to strat Hormone therapy. Make an appointment with a surgeon for breast implant, not too big, maybe a B or C cup. Join a Gym to tone your body. Learn to be comfortable fully naked for men as a true trans-sexual. It is hard to imagine how popular you will become. Do what you have to do for Mistress and always encourage her to take a new lover. Good Luck. George
Mistress said she is going to do my makeup tomorrow and am
Planing going out on a shopping trip in her shadow buying Mistress stuff for her bedroom then later I have to go out dressed to the local shops to buy my wine the idea is to out me really and humiliate me as a gay **. George your advice has definitely move me a lot further and faster with my Mistress now am directly acting on your instructions and expert advice. My Mistress already thought I was gay a long time ago but that seed has now quickly grown into a small tree you have probably stopped me having any sexual contact with my Mistress again. Weird thing is she is now doing more jobs for me making my bed up changing my sheets and doing my washing prior she would not lift a ** I think she is delighted how things have panned out as I think she will feel happier taking a lover. I have noticed she is now got a bag and taking interest in shaving and creaming her body and legs. How do I tell my neighbour am gay and interested in him should i say am buying Mistress a new double bed and does he want to buy my pool table that as Mistress new bedroom was my man cave my neighbour has his master bedroom in the same room. I could ask could I see his bedroom layout one night he is free. I could ask him to attend the club with me for a laugh. I think he has seen me dressed put not my face he must no was me. No way his partner will look the ** I will do and will **. My lips are sore now after yesterday at the club it was like an alien ship pods of trannys being ** senseless by hundreds of men. I want to get in one of them pods next week should I or will it be to fast for a Virgin ** please advise . Am I really gay and not bi ?
Yes you are Gay. except it. oral ** is probably the safest thing you can do. You can spit the ** out or swallow. The stomach acids will destroy any bad stuff in the **. Remember ** is almost 100% protein. Not bad for you. I do recommend using condoms for ** **, unless you know the guy you are with is clean. As for your neighbor, I cannot advise you well, you have to play that one out by the vibes you get from him. Definitely make sure he knows you are gay and interested in him sexually. Your relationship with Mistress is something you will have to play as you see correct. Idealilly, her saying with you is perfect and she should have an open relationship with a boyfriend or lover, the same way it is going to happen with you.
George
A lot of men there walking walking around with towels some I assume gay not shaven. I am more into the being completely feminised not tarty look and want to attend regular. Mistress said I wlll get bored of giving her money and meet someone at the club and give my money to them. I told Mistress that there was only trannys and men at the club and was a meat market. I have seen all of the ** and gay men sucking ** without condoms am bit scared will catch something. I defo ** married man off that was not in gay clubs alll the time and plan sucking my neighbour off when mistress is away I am going to tell him drop hint or should I just come out and say do you want **
Yes I do want to take hormones and get a ** job am I still classed as gay even Though i dress as a women when I have ** with men? If mistress can’t except me and let me be my true self she cannot love me. We don’t have any ** it’s all take and she needs to start taking ** or I will find another mistress and boyfriend
I have been hoping you and Mistress will stay together. But the truth is if you both are happier eventually separating then who am I to cast any stones. AS for you, I still believe having a small to medium ** job and starting hormone therapy would be perfect for you in every way. I believe you like a feminine role and looking ** like a real woman is perfect for you. I do believe you need to start visiting on a steady basis the gay clubs. There you will learn your place among gay men. Not all gay men swallow **, but all good gay men ** ** without condoms, many simply spit it out. Myself I almost always swallow.... I like the stuff. George