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Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
I am sorry I jumped to conclusions yesterday about Mistress, I apologize for that. My thoughts are if she is happy you're coming out as gay, that's good. If you are still happy with her as your mistress, even better. I do like the fact you are closer to becoming properly gay. I still think you should plan to be fully naked in the presents of those men and tv's, with some make up on your face, I do like the bbc tattoo and openly taking black men as your lover, Hopefully, eventually with real **, not fake ones. I am looking forward to your taking a Boyfriend, ** with a man is wonderful but making love with a man is awesome.
I dressed in the club as a real tv only my mistress started my makeup I didn’t want that long drive down and get sweaty. My emotions were running wild yesterday what I did was the devils work with Mistress help. I have to confess George that my Mistress did not confess to having a lover she far to smart and clever but I strongly suspect something. Why else is she now happy than ever more content with life as me a tv. I will be transferring money into Mistress account Friday for my services at the club Mistress handjobs were £25 bj £50 I did a good few. I even wanked one man and he wanted my red fingers his ** and spurted on my top and face. It was so dark in there I think I would get away with wearing my massive ** and I would get more men. I can’t get over these bays with low walls and beds where you just lay and wait to be ** there was loads of the looked a bit like a alien space ship offering ** to men with towels. I have a strong feeling I might be taking it up the ** soon you mention me gay am I really does my Mistress think am gay. Should I continue to ask her for help. I even told her my neighbour has seen me dressed as a tv With large ** she said it was probably because I showed him. mistress wants stuff for her bedroom and she said we might be going out to the shops dressed so I will be wearing my tight leggings white trainers and full makeup tomorrow I think that will define my gayness. But I still want my neighbour on the side now how to I approach and how do me and Mistress go forward she is a lot happier
I have the impression you went to the club as a man with make-up. And you completely enjoyed yourself. I am pleased to read that. I truly believe you will be very happy going as a real TV. All you need is a good ** job, your mouth, hands, ** and **, and present yourself naked, you will be extremely popular to everybody. Now that you have had a night to sleep on this and what Mistress Karen told you, what are you feelings? Are you Ok with it? pleased with it? full of mixed feelings about coming out as gay or happy about it. George
How do you feel about Mistress telling you this? I know you suspected all that she told you, how does it make you feel? Do you have plans for yourself now, or are you going to except what ever she does and take what ever she allows.
I would feel betrayed and lied to. You should draw all moneys out of any joint checking accounts you may have and close them. Cansel credit cards that are in both of your names. She doesn't need to drain any more money for your accounts. She could have been honest from the start, but no she continued to cheat and steal from you. I would feel angry. You becoming gay after years of no emotions or ** after all these years, is justified as I see it. Besides today you got a good taste of ** with men. Its pretty good. Good Luck my friend. George
Wow. I am a little surprised at all this. I know you suspected she was in an affair but was not sure. Now you know. Since she has told you she will leave you soon I recommend you should contact an attorney very soon. Your becoming gay due to lack of ** and romance is not against the law. Her infidelities for years and years are good grounds to divorce her. Do not give her everything like you were considering, she has a job and income and she has a boyfriend that can take care of her. You need to distance yourself from her. You now know the gay lifestyle is right for you. Get rid of her, kick her out of your house. George
Thanks my mistress has told me after my gay exploits she has told me she has a lover and she has been seeing him on the side for years and he is her sisters husband brother, she told me he impregnable her with my second child she is a lot more intelligent Than me, Mistress said this is why she is happy to do my makeup and attend gay clubs as she felt bad having and affair behind my back for last 14 years keeping me sexless. She said her man is delighted I have come out as trans and gay as it will work out better when She appoints a lawyer to sort out separations soon she says she has been ** her boyfriend at her mums house regularly and she and her sisters all know. Mistress says she keeps all her ** gear and shoes in her bedroom at her mums. She never uses condoms and laughing at me when i said I use them at the clubs this is a bombshell but am rock hard. mistress says I need to start paying her more money In to her account and I should look to find my own boyfriend. She says her boyfriend is going on holiday with her and her sisters and sisters husband and her mum and my girls she says she is planning ** every night away and am gutted as told me she clucks her boyfriend on holiday and they attend swinging parties together. I am very upset but not surprised as said be going behind my back I feel like now being a ** myself?
Thanks. I love your updates. I read them all. Love what you are doing. Love to read any details about your encounters. George
I was also blown to completion by the t girl I went with the ** was better than with any women she kept blowing me. I am glad i stayed and did not get dressed and go wanked another man in the room Paul so shoes am on the right path. I am definitely going back but am planing breaking my duck a t girl said be painful at first but get better. I love how some of the extreme ** t girls are not interested in crossdressers only men. If am not getting any comments on the post I might stop updating this is not fiction and your lucky to be reading and you have help me do this to myself and mistress she is likely to now leave me and find another man as already cleaned wardrobe and buying new clothes
What I seen today was extreme full of men wearing towel mainly white a couple of black men. This ** I ** and was massive easy 9ins and thick. The men must come in her to ** the t girls it’s a proper meat market. I will now tally my ** sucked and wanked off and have to pay Mistress Friday. Am amazed she is letting me do this so are the other t girls what is the ** up too
If you want more on what happened on the day let me now I was told a story in there by an experienced y girl and I will share it she is into street walking like me put very experienced she am doing everything right and although I have not had men ** me yet I want to and need to start going what am doing and the gay village in my city now for drinks
Yes I was true to my word and went the big club. My Mistress did my makeup and eyelashes and painted my nails red and I drove down In my shorts and finished getting ready there. What I seen was a large mill 2 floors massive carpark ramped look 200 cars. Inside very dark loads of different corridors rooms stables giant ** beds. I no you call me extreme I did not where my football ** but I looked pretty good in there. They are some serious crossdressing girls in there that I could take a serious about of **. Can hold my own with these I did not get ** fun yet as I am still bit scared but sucked off a massive thick ** with condom and he filled it. Another guy ** all over my top and spurted in my face. I went with a t girl with stockings and suspenders and me wanked and sucked each other off in front of a crowd. Many of the t girls I touched don’t won’t anything to do with you then just want men. Some of the girls were worn from the amount of ** the took. It’s hard to take it all in and unreal places like this excist. Another man Paul bus driver took me in a room he loved my look red wine wig and stockings and suspenders I wanked him and he also shout ** in my face he had a wife and I told him and others about my Mistress they said I was very lucky. I think m
Yes. I think its fine. you should get completely dressed and leave from home fully decked out. You will be driving, maybe some will notice you, but most will not I am wondering if people will be sexual or are you all just going to be strutting trying to impress each other. If that is the case I expect some will look extreme like you and some will look like beautiful women. Your future as a crossdresser may be determined today on how you will project yourself. I did write a message last night but somehow forgot to send it, going to send it now, Good Luck today and yes would love updates. George
I am ready in my chastity hoping to go the club today but needed that encouragement of being around gay men I would how me and Mistress relationship will be after today I’ve never been and supposed to be getting ready driving down to this club it’s over an hour away dressed up I could change there put Mistress can do my makeup and eyelashes her so think going with that. I am unsure on wearing my big ** but hoped they would attract more ** advise needed if you want me to keep updating
Yes Mistress want me to attend the biggest t girl event in the uk tomorrow with the rest of the gay men. She said will do my makeup nails red and does not mind me dressing up going from our house tomorrow. But this is all about money for Mistress she won’t me to earn my living taking **. I have previously told Mistress I want to clean sperm from her ** I think have done this without knowing as Mistress is evil and sly. In the past she has let me put my tongue up her ** and ** and I know on nights out she said been fingered up the ** I Had my sissy ** up it when younger. It is my duty to pay Mistress bills and clean pots for her family. I might tell Mistress to not see any other men ag see again see if she does opposite of what she is told. Nlk