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Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
Ok so you have helped convince me I am gay Mistress has previously said I should come out as a ** and told me she has told people on works doos and sisters. Getting down to the ** so am never to use a condom with oral ** so I can take the ** this you say is 100 percent safe. I not yet experienced a ** up my ** up today told my Mistress I will be going all the way at the club and having a boyfriend stay over and other t girls when she is away next month. Will I be ok taking ** up my ** hole I want lots now but you recommend condoms these can break and which brand should I ask my boyfriends to use when we make love. Is it ok kissing fulll on the lips men and am I definitely now telling my Mistress i am out and out gay. I now a lot of the t girls at the club. Keep a lot sectrete from their wife’s but My mistress and me are sole mates and although we are not lovers anymore she is very happy paying nothing towards the bills each months and using me as a pay pig is mistress using me or am I lucky to have her. Some of the t girls at the club said she sounds like fun don’t forget I’m sexless with her though my own self chastity and watching interracial and sissy cuckold **. I would do love to be sending me my pics dressed as a prostitute I was out last night in the pouring rain with a Umbrella those girls I really aspire to be like it’s my dream and destiny
Yes sorry for my rambling none of this is fantasy every thing I have told is 100 percent true. I could talk fantasy and say Mistress is going to have all my teeth pulled out and we are setting up a blow and go in the basement off our house where I will ** men off for £10 pounds a go dressed as a ** then Mistress plans to shoot me down the line for being a pathetic gay **.
Yes I will drive to the sauna are you am I definitely gay and not a real man? Thinking about it now seeing all those naked men and hard ** is making me turned on in my chastity. My Mistress must now no I am gay i have already told her last night I have given blow jobs to men at the club. I have today told mistress I want her to have new ** lingerie for her holiday and she said I have to take her shopping tomorrow buy her a new suitcase and we can look at getting her some stuff and me some makeup brushes. I can’t see mistress staying with me now as a gay man she will tell her sister who she is going on holiday with and now be on the lookout for a new man. I will probably still be used by her as a sub slave and likely to miss out on her golden years of ** when the kids have grown up she is free to holiday and **. All I will be doing now is take old men’s ** and going with other gay men like me
Shelly. You claim to be Gay, you claim to be a **. You like dressing as a T-girl. you want to be known as a **, prostitute. You have convinced Mistress Karen that you are. Get out there Honey and be that gay, **, **. Mistress Karen is even willing to help you. You do not have to always dress up, your nails and make up is **. Do not disappoint your Mistress
Shelly. Slow down. Your talking seems like rambling. I cannot tell what is real and what is fantasy. I know you want to look and act like a slutty woman, a prostitute, you can and should. First you need experience. Except the fact you are a gay man, pure and simple. Its barely noon there, GONOW to the nearest gay hang out and join in the activates. Get naked, find a man or two, ** some **, make out, make love with someone in front of all the others to watch. do not worry about condoms unless you are **, then use one. Be a GAY MAN NOW.
Am I telling Mistress that I am starting to go to gay saunas now ? I now for a fact she hates the thought of men having ** together proper gay **. She is aware i have been to the Calu and given handjobs and ** now I don’t think this will fully sink in until she see the pictures with own eyes. I don’t this she will ever be ** me again if I am going with men but she will be happy to have her own bedroom and tv she can have this soon if am allowed to be mounted hard at the club
At the sauna what do I tell people I meet am I trans or gay ? I was in a room at the club with another t girl and a master this t girl hard already been hard ** in her silicone g ** by a vwe man I had sucked off. I watched her ** bonce as he ** her in one of the rooms I could see through a gap in the shutters. Any this other master very strict had me and the other t girl ** him off in the room he was very dominant. He instructed me to take of my chastity and ** this other t girl up the **. I was rock hard 7 plus inch’s she screamed out as the master shouted at me to ** her harder ** as he throat ** her she me appeared dumb and delirious. It was better ** than with any women I had before her ** was groping tight around my ** and she took it all I spunked into the Jonny. The master wanted to ** me put after ** I just wanted to get out of there as soon as I could. I overheard the master saying he goes and ** the life out of a t girl in her house exposing her in front of the neighbours calling all manner of names this is exactly the relationship i am looking for in a man
Yes definitely need a way to contact you 1 to 1 george your advice is value and helping me progress quickly. Unfortunately I have not gone the club today I asked my mistress and she did not promt me maybe she is having second thoughts it’s too late now I wanted to go it a longish drive about an 1 hr away. I was thinking exactly the same about going full gay now the is a gay sauna i my town it opens at to it does no really advertise as being a t girl place it’s a sauna for gay when you just have a towel. I think I want to go without chastity and it excites me making love to men naked no false ** kissing and sucking and bumming and being bummed. Am sure if I went her I could make some good contact but how could I have sunken so low to be going in gay saunas and not looking for ** anymore. I don’t think my Mistress would be happy me bringing full on gay although some time back in lock down she suggested I go the club on gay day do who knows the evil ** has probably being turning me and encouraging me to be gay all all the time. Should I go to the gay sauna today and pay and get my towel later I don’t want to pick up any std for these promiscuous gay men. I would be 100 percent be sucking ** and taking ** if new they were clean I want load after load in my belly and ** and get this videoed and used as blackmail. I know a strict goddess like Mistress Mona would have turned me fully gay put for some reason she dumped me for questioning her videoing me in the club. I will where a g tonight in the gay club. I am Christian will I be punished for doing and going down this path is the devil behind my fall into sissy rabbit hole
Hi Shelly. I gave you my email address a few messages ago. send me a way to contact you, then I will give you my phone number. I am excited for you today. Every gay man and T-girl has tasted and swallowed **, if your doing a large group, you get to swallow a lot. Do not fear it, it's just protein. As for getting a real ** job done and starting Hormone therapy, do it as soon as possible. You may want to learn more about the lifestyle first. originally i thought you should continue wearing the chastity device, but I think you should remove it around men. You need the full-on homosexual experience. get fully naked at the club, no false **, just your birthday suite. continue with your make-up. Being fully naked, you can kiss, embrace, **, let others to ** you. You need to make love to men, get the full experience. Good Luck at the club today
At what stage do you think I should look to have my ** done is this to soon maybe I should wait until I get a boyfriend. I like the idea of going on hormones I want mistress to come to my lady gp and us discuss this and possibilities of going on prep like some of the other t girls in the club. Should I now start looking after my body more stop drinking wine and going to the gym have my teeth whitewashed. Do you think Mistress will out me soon she threatened to a few times when she has been in a mood and I have upset her. I asked Mistress what will happen to me will I become and full on trans she said was not yet sure but I should keep going the clubs now I think Mistress is the one who has turns me gay over these year. I think she plans on getting enough now having at least half of my house that she has not payed a penny into. Why is this financial and blackmail turn me on so much ? I need number to send pictures of us to get on black men dating sites. I wondering now what it will look like seeing another man between Mistress legs spread in the air pumping ** up her I think at 55 this definitely happen soon as Mistress is an attractive women with blonde hair blue eyes and natural big bust. I used to be able to ** Mistress but gave this up a long time ago in favour of going down the ** gay route and chastity. This must be in my DNA
Mistress said she does not mind me having an outlet of the ** club and the deal is she does my make once a week if I pay her or will do before I drive to the club. I noticed last nights night Mistress was more like a friend she said don’t try anything on I am not a lesbian i was only allowed to massage Mistress back she wore heels with her tight leggings and held her legs tight together she would not allow me to feel her ** or rub her ** . She said last tight i made a ** sore with my nails and my long red nails were not going anywhere near her vigina. In trurh now I whilst dressed much prefer a big thick ** or even any ** and rap my red nails around it and ** it off to completion with my pink lips. Mistress has never took my ** in her mouth but she has told me in past it’s has salty taste his does my ** Mistress now I wonder how many men have ** in her mouth or ** her and ** up her? I would love for her to let me clean her ** but are we going to live we two separate people now. Last night was the first tight she done my makeup and she seamed to except me more as a t girl why am I excited I told her about ** and sucking men off at the club. She was not really bothered about this she will tell her mum and sisters now. She was more jealous if I dared spend any money on seeing a Mistress at the club spending her money she is a proper tight **
Yes i woke up with red nail varnish on that Mistress did last night. I am planing going to the club today Mistress also wants me to buy her a suitcase for her holiday soon. I really want to be taking ** and ** in my mouth but a bit worried in case there was a cut in my mouth or gums. Most of the ** at the at the club the girls never wear rubbers for oral or gaymen I have seen just get straight down sucking. When I asked one bloke if he wanted a ** he said yes and when I asked him to put a condom on he laughed and told me to ** off. When I go to the club I always wears my chastity I can get quite hard just looking at the other girls without it should I stop wearing this to the club?. Mistress Mona sent one of her subs into my locker and had me take my chastity off. She knew I was a virgin so had me bend over and worked my ** with her fingers there was three men in the room I think her plan was to have them ** me. She had one of her assistants subs video this and she has this will probably post it at some time I hope not as I never even new she was filming. Mistress Mona told me I need to order a special douchi to clean my ** out before the club she said I can get these on Amazon I also need the name of good lube. I wanted my Mistress to take some pictures last night of me done up she said to give me your phone i was scared as I had pictures and video on it of Shelly at the club with Mona. I feel better opening up about my desire for ** to Mistress
I do have an iPhone. send a message to my email address and I will give you the number. George
I believe Mistress Karen wants to see how feminine she can make you. She is going to help you meet more men and trannys. Let her tone down some of the radical look you have adopted, she will make you more attractive to more men. I truly hope you are wrong about her leaving you. I believe the frankness and honesty between the two of will make you closer. That doesn't mean you should ** her, but oral ** and maybe ** would be perfect. You need to continue promoting the idea of her taking a few outside lovers. She needs to know you want to eat her freshly ** **. What time are you going to the club Saturday? I hope you spend some time flirting with men and ** off several, remember, no condoms, you need to learn to swallow, most men's ** (unless they are smokers or heavy drinkers) taste is good, they all have different texture and feel, but it is always ** to do it. I seem to never get enough and have swallowed 7 men with-in a few hours more than once. I believe in time if you still can afford it, have breast implants done. Not too big, a B or C cup. Oh and be sure to make an appointment with a doctor to start Hormone Therapy. It will take a little time, but facial and body hair will start to disappear, your voice will soften, in general your body will feminize. I do not want my phone number here in this message, but if you send me a link or a way I can message you I will send my phone number. Again, I hope you are wrong about thinking Mistress will leave you. My hope is it will make you closer in a strange way.
Good luck Saturday George
Yes Mistress told me I best get ready when we were on the settee we sit opposite chairs now as not lover. I but my stockings and suspenders on and black pvc skirt silicone k breast and black crop top blonde wig and make and earrings. Karen redo my make eyes and eyelashes and painted my nails red to coats for extra shine. He talk openly about the club. She asked had I beed with men I said I had and ** ** whilst dressed up I also told Mistress I had given a number of blow jobs to men this is the first time I actually admitted this to her face. Mistress asked how long had I been doing this I said about a year. She said she thinks that now am gay. She said she does not mean mind if that is what I want and said I should go to the club tomorrow. Mistress does not want to go there but says she is happy to do my makeup each week. I asked me had I had full ** meaning ** I said no not yet she said would I I said I think so. She said if I continue to go I might meet a boyfriend there who likes my big **. But she said if I should also order some smaller once this week and more makeup brushes. I will have to get my Mistress to set me an email up and will have her said me pictures of her if you had an iPhone number I could send them to you as on my phone. I have also been out street walking not far as still a bit shook up I am lay in bed in my chastity nails painted red. I definitely want to be more active I think Mistress might leave me soon when it all sinks in
HI Shelly. I would love to see pictures of you and Mistress Karen. You can send them to my email: ezliving98@yahoo.com. AS for Mistress becoming a seriously active ** may not happen, but she may take an interest in a few men you choose for her. Find someone a little younger, maybe 10 years, handsome and dark skin. She might surprise you. Tonight may be a good time to share between the two of you. A lot has come out in the open between you both. She knows you are very much into being sexually active. She knows you want her to sexually active, just not with you. She may have suspected it, but now she knows, you want to be attractive only for men. You want to be sexually submissive to men, she now knows that. You want to sell yourself as a prostitute, I believe you should, even if only for a short time. I believe if you want to be a prostitute, you should be in some way. Mistress Karen will help dress you and will support you I am sure of that. Don't forget to spend a lot of time in the clubs, practice makes perfect.