Confession of a married lady teacher

Hi all…I am a married woman 33 years of age. I am from an elite, educated family, married to a nice gentleman with whom I had affair from my college days. He is a reader of the college I passed out, and my once-teacher. Professionally I am a teacher of philosophy in a girls’ highs school. We have a daughter age 11 who studies in a boarding school and comes home twice a year on vacations. We have been a family of good culture, education and status for which we all take pride, and earn good respect from the society.

I started suffering from back pain sometime after my child’s birth. It got aggravated in a couple of years when we consulted various specialists but did not get permanently cured. Then I tried with some yoga as per some of my colleague’s advice by which got some relief but the problem remained. When I was getting worried by thinking about my older age with the pain persisting, some miracle happened in my life which I was never prepared for. But it came unbelievingly as a boon to my life and got my life completely changed. But friends, it is so much a tragedy that though I am leading my normal life today, I am helpless that I cannot share the very reason of getting fully cured in public. If people come to know it, our family prestige and reputation will be evaporated just in a second.

However, I felt guilty when I thought that it was my duty to publish my experience, so that some other victims of such disease can be benefited by trying this. Also, without sharing my wonderful experience for past few years, I was feeling very uneasy. This is such a thing which you cannot share with your husband in any case. At that point of time I came across this website and all my worries have gone. It is the place where I can share my everything – my feeling, desire, confession etc. etc. anonymously without any hesitation.

So friends, I am disclosing the very-most secret of my life to you, and confess:

I ENDED UP IN DOING SEXUAL ** WITH A TEENAGE BOY OF HALF OF MY AGE!!

How it happened, with whom, keep aside for the time being. It started with one, then two, and more. If any of the reader is interested to know the incidents, please write back, I’ll describe the incidents one-by-one. Now I remember the first one. It happened five years back. I was then 28, the boy hardly 16. I can remember each and every incident starting from the day one when we first met upto the day when I inserted his grown-up manhood inside me and thought whether divine could be of more pleasures. It was a very ordinary boy you all come across hundreds on your way everyday… no special look, no stoutly built, neither from any family background to talk about. Still it happened. I forgot my status, my family, my six years old daughter…everything, for that pleasure.

In last five years, after that first day, I became addicted to have ** with under-aged boys and done it with a few more, of course, with full privacy, protection and confidentiality. Nobody other than you readers have ever got any doubt ever, not even my dear husband whom I always love, of course! And in this process, suddenly I realized about a year back, that I have got rid of my back pain completely!

Dear friends, after reading of the whole confession, please tell me whether should I feel guilty of the full episode, should I admit the whole incident and apologize to my husband, or should I continue the practice which has miraculously took me out of incurable back pain, for which I was going to suffer for ever and drain my husband’s money for my treatment. At the same time, with the factual background, I completely believe that this so-called illegal ** is the only reason to get me cured. So, is it wrong if another woman, married on unmarried, try the same ‘therapy’ to come out of such back pain nuisance?

I shall await your reply eagerly.