I tried this before – let’s see if it goes through this time. I have lied twice in my life about being raped, I have cheated on my husband with three different men. I have lied about having a miscarriage and have lied about the D&C that didn’t really happen afterward. I lied about falling down the stairs and breaking my thumb, but left it bandaged for 6 weeks to prove that it was broken. I lied about my father’s abuse. I lied and told people that my father was dead when he is still alive. I lied about my grandmother’s death. I don’t know why I have lied about these things. Though I haven’t lied in a while, I cannot admit to these things either. Everyone I know and love would walk away. The guilt of my past lies I now worry are killing me.