Tearing me apart
That I look at p*** and m********* on a regular basis. I hate that I do it and I know what the Bible says, and still I fall. It rears it's ugly head and I can't run away. I'm stuck and I don't know where to turn to. I'm scared for what this is doing for all my relationships, and I am stuck.
I repent and ask for God's forgiveness, only to abuse His grace in the long run. I'm sorry God for the way I've hurt your heart and for the ways I hurt so many others. I ask for your forgiveness and your mercy. Please hold back the wrath and let sin die in my heart. I need to know your presence and that you have forgiven me. Please show me.