I wish i could leave him
Its opressing. he pushed himself on me when i was very young. we had s**, but believe me i did not want it, but did not know how or have the strength to push him away. he is 8 yrs older than me. he is possessive, and won't let anybody close to me. he dominates me with s**, it is incessant, and everywhere. i know it is his power thing, and that is how he controls me, i just can't say no to him.
when i got old enough i married him, at his insitence, and he got his papers. i work and support him, he is pretty much useless and hangs out with his useless budies. i have two kids out of this relationship. if i answer back or don't obey it is pretty rough, and he ends up dominating me with s** again. i can't tell you all the places he has mounted me, yes mounted, no love here.
his buddies, others like him from his country, are the same way with their women. and these women take it and tell me that it isn't so bad because he doesn't beat me so bad. it is our place to work and support them, because they are just being men.