I confess for not praying for the recovery of my cousin sister when she was ill and I feel guilty about it as she is no more.
I was selfish and while praying for my exams which were a few days away, I also prayed for her good health since I was told that she was critical. But after praying for my exams and her recovery I also said that I am more interested in my exams then her recovery thinking that she is not critical but unfortunately she did not make it through and this makes me guilty.
I would have never wanted this for her.
I am sure that my prayers would not make any miracles but it only makes me feel bad about it.