I have had a gambling for many years and each time I say I would quit but I would only do it for a short period of time. I have managed to pay back my debts again, again and again.
Now that I have a family and two young daughters I don't want to loose them. I love them very much and I wish that God can help me. I have come to a point where I am complete out of money.
I can't tell my wife because she would leave me and take the kids away from me. I feel like I'm stuck in two jobs and not get anywhere in life. I have even consider telling my wife about my recent gambling and get a divorce but I really don't want to loose my kids.
Praying at times of desperation is not exactly what I am doing to resolve my issues but it is my only way of regrets. This is a great place for me to confess since I have no one to lean on.
This will be my very last time that I will be praying to God to help me and so I can keep my kids. If all my debt gets paid back without my wife, kids or anyone well know I swear I will forever quit gambling. I'm down to my very last options and praying for help. Please help me god.