I love God but...
Everytime my mother says, "Let's pray the rosary!" I suddenly feel this boiling anger swell inside me and I just want to scream at her to shut up. I never act on it but that feeling stays inside of me until we stop praying the rosary.
I don't know why but it annoys me so much. I dislike praying the rosary. I feel like such a bad Catholic for it but I just don't like it. My heart is never into it and the only thing that runs through my mind is "Can we please get this over with?" especially when my mother leads the prayer with exaggerated slowness.
I love the spaghettimonster even though he doesnt talk to me, i'm better at believing in imaginary things than you!
That's because the rosary is a tedious waste of time. You'd feel closer to God if you went to the pub instead
bad catholic? like all those priests who ** kids? or their bosses who just moved them around to different locations instead of handing them over to the authorities? ** religion its stupid. free your mind.
Sounds like you a demon is influencing you very strongly and he's ticked off when she prays.
I'm a Christian, but not a Catholic and I will be honest...I don't understand the point of the rosary prayer. Who are you praying to and for what? I pray to God/Jesus and I pray what's in my heart, not some prayer that was written out for me. Maybe that's why you aren't feeling it. It's not your prayer. Try praying to God in your own words, what you feel and see if that feels more comfortable to you.
bless your soul i hope this will get better