I'm getting better. I can finally feel it.
I sat and talked with this guy about how he had psychological problems after the Northridge earthquake. I listened, intrigued because I had psychological problems after Hurricane Ike. I had never thought about problems induced by natural disasters. And I feel better now, knowing it's not just me.
You wait forever for life to go back to normal... but then you realize this IS the normal. This is as normal as it's gonna be it's the only normal you're gonna get. It's all altered now- and you CAN'T go back to 'that place' where everything was perfect because you can't go back in time.
I'm getting better. Slowly. I probably would have gotten better faster if i had never met 'him'. He's living proof that I have not been in my right mind for the last two years. But I'm getting there.
Everyone better watch out. :)