She is all that truly matters
I was in the dark for so long. Just living on autopilot. Letting people see what they want to see. They think they know me but they don't, nobody does. I don't even know If I do. All the faces look the same, all the voices faint buzzing sounds. Everything blurs together. Nothings matters. I just sit there. But where am I? I'm fading out. The shadows of my mind submerging me. I see nothing, feel nothing. I'm nonexistent. But something happens. I feel something, see something. What is it? Warmth? It's so different in compairison to my cold world. It's getting closer, reaching towards me. I want to extend my hand to it, but I'm scared. Not familiar with this new sensation. I feel myself becoming lighter. I'm rising away from the shadows. They're disappearing. I don't know wether to be relieved or scared. It's unknown territory. Above the surface I see a light. Is this where the warmth is coming from? A hand reaches down and grasp mine in it's warm hold. It brings me closer to the light. Soon it envelopes me. Now I see not a light, but a face. A kind hearted face, with a smile so bright and dazzling, that I can't look away. The face of the one that pulled me out of my dark world. The one that showed me the light and helped me feel the warmth. The one that stood out from all the blurs and shadows. I'm now surrounded by feelings I've never experienced before. It still scares me, but I don't care. I want to be part of your world, because now in mine your all that matters.