It keeps getting more complicated
I posted on here a while back that I had feelings for a co-worker. I still haven't told him. In the meantime my ex-boyfriend I had been off and on with for a very long time begged me to get back with him, promised he'd change (he never cheated on me or hit me, he's just self-centered), said I'm the only one for him. So I gave him a second chance. But it's just not the same, I am not in love with him like I once was, I can't stop flirting with other guys and I still have feelings for my co-worker. I think my co-worker has no clue. And even if we were alone together, he doesn't seem the type to have any experience with women, he's shy and would probably not make a move on me. He lives with his mother for christsakes. If it was boyfriend I would tell him he needs to make more money, get his own place etc, but I like my dorky co-worker even if he lives with his mom, has a crappy car and a s*** job. What the h*** am I supposed to do?