Meow

I like this girl. But she doesn't know me. I don't know her.

I can't explain why I love her so.. I've tried to explain to myself. The best explanation is that I actually feel electricity buzzing when i think of her. It makes me sad that I won't be with her, and I know that I'll never feel that buzz about anyone else, but I send her a lot of energy all the time. I'm not angry, or upset, but I sort of died inside. I go through most days hoping someone will shoot me in the face, or a meteor will land on me. Make it quick.

Even if I was with another girl, and she was pretty, smart, accepting of my many many faults, I know in my heart I'd never feel the buzz.

I like her to remain a mystery to me. And she will. To be honest, I like the buzz. It makes me happy, and sad. It helps me to understand the world better. It allows me to focus.

Maybe next time. I'll have to wait out infinity for a chance at a chance of having a very small chance, but it's the only thing thats ever given me hope. True hope. And maybe not. But thats okay.

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  • These are the facts, feelings and emotions of the first true love, so you maybe had your first true love, but to give you the fact, is that the power of the first true love is exactly like the admiration, so what is admiration? It's that you have seen lovely traits that are hopefully to be true and they are. If you are suffering this feeling the cure is to find both admiration and first true love, as it seems, first true love will only be found once, that is a legend, don't worry, you will be alright.

  • Some things, some people, will always remain a mystery to us.

    It's life right?
    Don't give up :)

    meow.

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