Who I am is someone who no one loves. Someone can like me, but they can never love me. When I finally show my true self, something happens, and they lose all interest. I guess my personality is so terrible that no one wants to be around it all the time. There have been many times where I lie almost constantly throughout a relationship. There has only been one time where I was completely honest and I mean completely honest with the other person, about everything and they cut me down. I loved them so much. I thought I'd die without them, I guess it didn't happen but it honestly feels worse than death.