Im a young asian girl. my dad used my mom for s** when i was young child he used too come too the house f*** her right in front of me and then go back too his wife and kids. When I was 10 he pinched my mom bum a few times really hard in front of my mom, he has also felt my breast very lightly when i was 13 and he used too call my mom and me "his girls". He never showed any interest in me and never bothered too bond with me either.

When I was a child I used too imitate his behaviour on other girls. I felt my cousins v***** and t*** and I used too try and rub up against other children from the age of 6-11.

In my teens all I cared about was p*** and s**. I used too get off on p*** and I had my first o***** when I 12... when found my stepdad's p*** stash.

Since the age of 12 I've always fantasized about older men and being an innocent girl and being dominated by them. I liked the feeling of being wanted and sucked a few older mens d****.

I got bullied at school which didn't help my self esteem and I used too chat too older men on the internet and strip for them too make me feel better about myself.

My low self esteem triggered me into a slutty image.. I also used too make up lies too impress other peeople and also suffered racial prejudice which made me more of a wildchild... People undermined me and I wanted too prove them that I wasn't innocent!

I feel like a loser. I feel people always judge me depending on my appearance, how much money I have and other things...

I was a stripper for 2 years

I loved the money being a stripper and I got off on rubbing on hard men d****. I was one of the top earners in that club and it made me feel good about myself too. I also enjoyed speaking too men and building a raport with some however I did encounter many d****!

I want too make freindships with girls but find it really hard.. Ive always found it hard too make freinds as a child and get really nervous and mess things up!

i have a boyfreind now and havent told him any of the stuff...


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  • Ask Jesus Christ of Nazareth to come into your life, and take control of it. Ask Him to make you the woman he wants you to be. He loves you and will treat you right.

  • And DO NOT tell the boyfriend anything. It is NONE of his business. If you do tell him, he will treat you differently.
    And you will be sorry.

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