I'm sick and i might do it...

My life...

it feels like i'm not good enough for my family. it seems like no matter what i do, i'm never good enough and never will be...

i'm also kept at home all the time and i'm stuck in homeschool... i want to be independant and go to high school, but it feels like when i take 1 step forward, something happens that makes me take 100 steps back...

i don't know what to do with myself anymore. i might just kill myself...

however, i don't know how i'd do it...

what should i do? what is my purpose? why can't i be loved and cared for...?

also... i have all these mysterious scars on my body, they leave marks and don't heal very fast... i find that whenever i get upset about something, i scratch the scars on my head and let them bleed out.

also... i felt a lump on my b*** and on my armpit... i might just have cancer... but i can't tell my family that for fear of judgement.

i'm getting so sick of it all... imight just take my own life for it... someone... help me...

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  • The Lord God created your life. Jesus Christ can heal you from the inside out. Open your heart up to him, he cares for you and doesn't want you to end your life.

    1 John 4:14-15 "And we have seen and do testify that the Father sent the Son to be the Saviour of the world.

    Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God dwelleth in him, and he in God."

    John 3:16-18 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

    For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.

    He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God."

  • Please do not hurt yourself. If you need help comment here and I can give you a way to contact me.

  • Don't do it , somebody cares about you .
    you're family WILL miss you

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