I want Him
I'm currently in a relationship with a really great guy. I know he's amazing and all my girlfriends tell me how lucky I am.
But I'm not attracted to him anymore. I don't know why my feelings changed. but I realized that he's too tall now. I fantasize about s** positions and they all require someone closer to my height...lol it seems like the most trivial thing but it is what it is.
Then I met another guy. I don't know him very well but the first night we spent time together, just at a bar, nothing hinky, was a ton of fun. He said so many sweet things to me and we just had a blast. It took a while for us to get together again but the second night was very similar to the first. Except this time he kissed me. And I kissed him back. Arg. I want him so much!
And I feel really silly.