I got my licence
I got my license, even still your too damn far for me to get to. Too far for me to reach. It wouldn't matter if I had a jet, I would never find you. Your dead. There aren't enough words in my damn body to exsplain what my souls going through right now. The numbing pain constantly shooting through my body. No words to descrie this feeling. Not enough tears to flay my skin wide open and prove my wounds. I want to kill myself. Want to drown myself in the ocean. Want to die. I want the waves to carry me to nowhere. Take me into the darkeness of the night sky in all it's glory, the stars taking a piece if my soul, ripping me aprart, scattering me across the whole world. It's all part of a plan. This us all part of a better world that I'm bot apart of. I want this world to cry my tears and scream my pain. I have nothing and every breath brings me to my last, my first. You are nothing without me. Because I am dead. I'm dead. Dead.
Where am my going to go when I'm dead.
Somebody, god please hear my prayers.
Somebody please help me.