I Love Her But I Do Not Like Her
I love my mom but I don't like her. I owe to her the many bad memories. Many mistakes, many insecurities. I obeyed her every word because I loved her. By doing that, I grew up to dislike her because of her laziness, paranoia, and ridiculousness.
The former two attributes I have inherited. I hate myself for it. I blame my inability to trust someone because of her.