Can't tell if i'm just a typical teen or what
I can't really understand what it is with me. Since i'm in my mid to late teens people could just say it's teen angst (i hate that term as i feel like i'm being lumped in to the same category as bitchy emo kids or bratty teen girls) because i'm complaining a lot but i don't want to admit that if it is. I get these fits of sadness anger and complete laziness all at once at times and they range in severity. As much as i love them i also get sick of my family at times especially because they're all religious to some degree. Unlike most teens that complain about their life i don't even have much privacy as it is because i live in a two bedroom with 3 other people. Take a guess on who has the rooms and who is stuck in the main room. I also really hate how to general idea of most people is that if you don't have many friends and you like to be alone a lot youre a loser. It's hard to be like that when you dislike having more than an hour or two of human contact and constantly worrying if someone wants to kill you or not. I mostly just wish i could try out the "somewhat isolated" thing for at least a few days. Not being out in the wilderness or something like that just being left alone for that amount of time. No people talking to you or interrupting your masturbation. Just peace. Also i can use better punctuation and grammar but i don't want anyone to recognize my style of typing.