Not with a Bang

It already feels like we've broken up.

It's eating me up inside. You logged on to that site as soon as you got back home. After we had that wonderful weekend together. Checking the messages you'd exchanged. Of course I only know because I didn't have my own computer with me when I was last over. And the worst part is I wasn't even trying to snoop. Autofill's a b****.

Then I ask if we're okay. And you say you don't know, and you haven't known for a few weeks, but that I shouldn't worry? How can I not worry? What am I even sticking around for at this point?

And what nauseates me is that in all that time, you still talked about our future, you treated me like everything was perfect. Were you feeling guilty? Are we in a sympathy relationship? Do you just not want to be the bad guy?

I don't know if I can do this anymore. I don't want to sit around waiting for you to decide if you want to break up with me. If you have to ask, I'm pretty sure you already know.

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  • A woman lived with me for three years making it seem like everything was ok.All along,she wanted me to help her with the kids while she worked and all that.When she got a small chance,she ran to an ex boyfriend and we broke up.Then am told they broke up months later.
    She later told me she never had any intentions of spending the rest of her life with me. Make the right move for you asap.

  • If you can't do it anymore then say something to your significant other. It's probably better for both of you anyways if you split up. Sometimes the things you love need to be set free. Don't waste your time trying to save something that is broken.

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