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God's Test?
I used to believe in God, he was the one i looked up to. I asked him to look after my friend and a few weeks later, this girl died. I then converted to satanism where my prayers actually have been answered. I wanted to get out of my old school because of bulling matters and i was expelled a week later. My boyfriend needed a new life and he found a job in the paper 3 days later which HAS changed his life (he's moved out and everything) and my friend was saved, he was going to kill himself and i prayed that the knives were too blunt, and they all were too blunt to penetrate the skin..
People have told me; "Maybe that was a test to see if you would sway from the path of god?"
Well maybe, but congratulations to him because i did leave his path. because i'm not going to sit around with "the all merciful" god killing off a little 12 year old girl with family and friends all around her, JUST to test if i will "leave".
Contrary to popular belief, Satanism is not the worship of Satan bit of ones self as the creator of your universe. A Satanist believes the universe exists as a construct of their own mind.