I grew up in a christian home, but I was not a christian for the longest. I was jealous of people who were real christians, because I knew i was a fake, but one day,at age16, I heard a preacher give the truth plainly. I knew I was a sinner, I realized that I was on my way to h*** and it scared me. the only answer was to turn to Jesus. I asked him to forgive me, and he did and became my heavenly father. now I have a peace and no more fear.