I. Don't love you
Dear husband
I have fallen out of love and I think you have to. We are afraid of leaving our children without a mom and a dad. I didn't think this was possible but it has. I got tired of your ** addition, smoking, drinking, the inability to keep a job in the last 5 years.
I know we are not perfect but you fail me as a man, husbad and father when u had an affair. I should have never given you a second chance and now I feel I'm stuck with you for a while. You change me as a woman, mother and wife. I will never trust another person.
I see you and I don't feel anything for you.... It sadness me because when I met you I knew you were the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life.
Why does life have to be so complicated.
Run and don't look back.
SOrry My Dear , Its not a bed of roses just do your Best