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Its been 3 years now.. im 13 years old. when i was 10 i was ** by my brothers friend who was 14 at the time. i lost my virginity lost all my self esteem___ he apoligized a year later.. but i still cant help but cry myself to sleep some nights.. knowing i cant give my virginity away to someone i really love because it was taken away from me. everytime i try to tell the guys i date i was ** they only get the part of " oh ** h had ** at 10 " " u is nasty ". they dont get that i didnt i was forced thats 2 different things. now ive been dating this dude . he understands tho i havent told him i was ** yet. i only told him i lost my virginity and im sorry i couldnt give it to him. i feel so horrible sometimes wonder why or wht i did to deserve that.
My fiancé first sexual experience was being **. But I told her she didn’t lose her virginity I said that can’t happen when you’re ** and I totally believe that because being ** is totally different than having ** with someone you love.
I want to be **. I am so jealous of you!
It was your fault
You did nothing wrong there are just bad people in the world. And you shouldnt feel bad that you couldnt give it away. I once dated a girl who had been assaulted when she was younger and she was still broken up about it. But I helped her through it and I took her virginity after 5 months of being together. The right person will understand. In the mean time ** anyone who views it that way and yes possibly consider reporting him for assault
** is wrong but I must say I would love a willing 10 yr old
You should go to the police.
Your virginity isnt something that can be taken. your a virgin untill you willingly have **, you no longer have a hymen. i know what thats like...i was sexually abused for a year by my cousin when i was 11. it really ** everything up. it made me hate myself, and i started cutting tried to kill myself....thats been years ago. Now im soon to be 20. things do get better eventually, it just takes a long time, it would be best if you talked to someone about what happened if you feel comfortable doing so, it helps so much.
my incident happened 8 years ago, but ive only started to heal within the last 10 months or so, because i finally talked about it. if someone loves you, they wont care about your past, they will accept you and love you.
If a guy loves u he would never leave u for that
dont worry about no guy that actually loves u should care