I should marry a relative?

I have been married 3 times and have two daughters from one of the marriages.Then I had a girlfriend and we had two sons and broke up.
All there relationships have won me out in the last 22 years.I don't trust most women now because all the ones I have been involved with have been nice to me and as soon as they get what they secretly wanted,they treat me like a dead rat.Out of these for relationships,3 women cheated on me.
I am now thinking of marrying a relative,like a cousin or something so increase the chances of having a lasting relationship.From what I think of myself and what my grown daughters and friends say,I am a great guy even at age 47.I just cant seem to develop a lasting relationship.I really wanted to raise my kids with their mom for once but its all in vain.I was a single dad with my first kids but my parents helped me raise them. I will most likely get visitation with my new set of kids because women always get primary -we had joint from another state and she had primary.
I sure hate that my boys will not grow up in my house or presence.Why did the good lord bless me with kids and gives me no chance to raise them?

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