"dirty" blond, indeed.
I am 14 years old, and am the smart one, the mature one, in my group of friends, and yet I have given my boyfriend 3 b*******. Considering my generation, it doesn't seem to be a big deal. I'm honestly frustrated, though, because I'm bisexual, and I want to try things with a girl so much, and my boyfriend makes a point to tell me he is never going to break up with me, and he never wants to date another person. We have been together 8 months, and I do love him, but I want to experiment! And to add to my desires, he wants me to go to the "d*** march" (not even kidding, that's what it is called) with him and his family this weekend (they're big supporters- his sister is also bi), where there will be so many LGBT people, and I know I am going to have to practically cling to his side so I'm not tempted to flirt and smile and honestly enjoy myself. I can't even tell him any of this without feeling super guilty, or making him feel guilty. I'm not really sure why I bothered posting this. I guess it just felt necessary to ramble.