I'm scared and I'm alone. I can openly admit to being weak, but I am still ashamed. I feel like being weak=being useless. I'm so tired of being alone. I'd rather be dead.
S**** everybody. Nobody could try and help, because they are waiting for me to die. Waiting and watching until the day they stand in the funeral and say,
:( i've never felt so alone, and I fear I'll always be.