Please don't laugh
I guess I'm what's known as a really sad type of bloke.
I find it near impossible to fit in with the rest of the guys at work, they are what is termed "Real Men" They go out drinking, have s** with any women they can and boast about it, and they are all married for gods sake!! They love football and rugby and take the p*** constantly out of anyone who is not like them. And IM NOT!! I'm quiet, like fishing, ballroom dancing and still love my ex wife although we split ten years ago, I hate drinking, football and would never cheat on my wife even if she did leave me for my best friend. I'm in a low paid job with little or no skills to speak of (They are all highly skilled tradesmen). My only reason to get up each day is for the love of another man, I know your thinking poof, q**** and brown hatter etc but I think he is wonderful. He holds a senior managerial role and commands respect, he is also very handsome. Of course the real men think he is a complete p**** because he hasn't got the right accent. I know he can never be mine as he is happily married, so if I can't have him I will just dream of trying to be like him in my own little world. I just hope people feel sorry for me and pity me.