I cant cntrl my drinking when the weekend rolls around. I always do something incredibly stupid and/or get in a huge fight with my spouse. That's what happened this weekend, and I texted someone that I shouldnt have while I was drunk. They didn't answer thankfully, but it still happened and I regret it. Now I have to see this person very soon, and I don't know what to say about it. To make matters worse I think the person may be in love with me so I'm just leading them on. I'm married so I shouldn't be doing this, I think I just want the attention sometimes. I've gotta stop the drinking and get my f****** life together.