Andrew Gene Blackwell.
It's been a hard way to go trying to figure you out this past year. The time we were truly together i will never forget, its changed me and my view of this world. You were not my first love, and wont be my last. i'm certain of that. Though you impacted me in a way I never would have imagined that you would.You showed me love in a new way, and gave me someone to truly talk to. The late night talks made us best friends as well. H*** you even started to talk about marriage and having children with me. We wanted to live like Jack and Sally, because it was are common love for Nightmare Before Christmas that brought us together in the first place. though things with you were amazing for a long time, i'm not certain what happened. You tried to convince me you were truly a horrible person and that i needed to move on with my life. I wouldnt hear from you for a few weeks but then you would turn right around and tell me how much you loved me. This happened more than once, and has confused me on what was really going on. I could have dealt with you leaving, and then never coming back, but that wasnt the case. The last time I saw you was in July, that night you even told me you loved me and that you still wanted to marry me. Then the next thing I know I hear your in jail, and engaged to your ex. You got in touch with me recently and confirmed it. It doesn't bother me so much that you got back with your ex, because I moved on with my life relationship wise, but why just leave me hanging with no reason behind it. That is what truly bothers me, is that you just left me hanging, no reason to it, you just did. I just wish i knew why it all happened like it did. Andy you still cross my mind on cold nights like these when I wear my Jack hoodie, and I do still love you in a way, but i don't love you like I did yesterday.