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Strange Desires
I'll just cut to the chase. Im a 15 year old girl and I have sexual desires to be **. I know it sounds weird and possibly horrible to some people. I am a little ashamed and self conscious of it. But before you all judge and post mean comments about what a horrible person I am, let me explain myself. First of all, I think I am masochistic (for those of you who don't know what that is look it up. i'm too lazy to explain it.) I really like being yelled at and called bad names and the idea of being hurt. I don't like the pain necessarily, but I just like to be dominated and abused by men. So, that's where the ** desires play in. I am a very submissive person and if I had a boyfriend I would basically do anything he asked. I really like the idea of forced **. Like a man forcing me to have ** with him and he would hurt me and make me please him. I also think being a ** slave would be hot. Initially, I think this has to do with my neglectful father issues. The weird ones always do have those ** daddy issues.
Oh, and also for the record I would just like to say that I do not approve of **. I think it is a horrible thing for someone to have to go through. Although, if I am being completely honest, I do find it hot and it turns me on to see a girl being dominated and screaming in pain. But my main point is that I don't wish it upon anyone or think ** victims deserve it.
So, tell me what you think in the comments. If you think I'm a complete freak then feel free to say so. I would really like to know everyone's opinion on this because I really have no clue what to think about it.
Il dominate you x
Ok you're a sick freak that should be completely ashamed of herself. Just kidding! There's absolutely nothing abnormal about what you wrote. Clearly you know what masochism is and clearly you have given some thought to what may have caused it in you. Regardless of what caused it it's actually not that uncommon of a female fantasy to be **. Obviosuly you know the difference between fantasy and reality. When you are old and more aware of yourself and your desires you and a consenting partner whom you trust can explore your fantasies and desires. You have nothing to be ashamed of. I do recommend that you speak to someone (an ault like a counselor or someone) about whatever psychological issues you have. Good luck.