It's been about 2 years since I broke up with my ex, and 2.5 years since I was cheated on....Yea, it took me half a year to finally break up with her even though she cheated on me. But yea, over the past 2 years, it's been rough but I did get over her. Ever since then I've just been taking care of myself and looking for the right major for myself so I'll have fun with my future job. I think I finally found my true calling in Industrial Designing, after many major changes in a Community College. At the same thing this was all happening life has just been getting lonelier and lonelier. Life in the design field there's constantly so much progressive work that you become a hermit at home. Also being in a community college doesn't really help since everyone just goes home right after class. No college life like normal State schools. Which means it's hard to meet new people, and have fun when you're not in class. I do have a close knit of friends that I have always been able to depend on, but also as time goes by, one by one they each get a boyfriend or girlfriend. To the point all my friend are couples, and when that happens, they become M.I.A.
I've been always telling myself that just be strong and keep on track with school until you transfer, then you'll be able to meet more people. But no matter how much self encouragement I do, it slowly become less effective. Truth is, I really want a girl that can be there for me and support me and encourage me. But I feel like I'm in a limbo where that's not possible to find. I have no idea what to do. And there's no one I can talk to about it.....*sigh*
Sorry for the long vent.